once again i see a piece of the sky

temporalmaiden:

…thank you kanaya

i

i dont know what else to say really but thank you

You Are Loved

Never Forget This

i love you kanaya

so so much

Perhaps You Do Not Do Anything Actively

But Passively

You Maintain A Steady Routine

You Are Accessible To Your Friends And Loved Ones And If You Are Not Then You Make Yourself Accessible

I Cannot Speak For Your Emotional State As It Feels That You Do Not Call Upon Me Often But You Are A Stabilizing Factor In Many People’s Lives Although You May Not Think It

A Single Harp String Will Not Produce Beauty If Toyed With Alone

It Is By Working With Others That It Moves Onlookers To Tears With Its Story And By Adding Its Input

Conversely

If Even A Single String Is Missing Then A Piece Will Not Be Played To Its Full Potential

The Universe Is Your Harp And Your Life Is Its Melody

You Are A Beautiful And Gifted Woman

Do Not Perceive Your Lack Of A Definite And Tightly Packed Schedule To Be A Flaw Of Character

You Are Important And This Is Not An Opinion

…thank you kanaya

i dont know what else to say really but thank you

For The Sake Of Argument I Feel I Should Point Out That Karkat Was Never Able To Help With This Particular Problem Either

The Two Of You Combined Caved In Under Its Weight Once

It Is All That Has Bothered Me As Of Late And I Cannot Expect You To Carry What Could Not Be Carried Before By Three

I Am Not Cruel

I Feel That I Cannot Change Your Mind In This Matter However And I Apologize For This

You Are Truly One Of The Best Friends I Have Ever Had And One Of The First Since Reaching Seven And A Half Sweeps

As Many Things As I Do Now

I Would Not Be Able To Do Half Of Them Had You Not Helped Me Onto My Feet All Of Those Months Ago

You Have Saved Me From Myself More Than Once Before Aradia

Anything I Do For You Pales In Comparison To The Support You’ve Given Me Over Our Relationship

Were You Failing My Expectations I Would Terminate Our Moirallegience

However

As It Stands It Seems More As If The Expectations That Have Been Failed Are Yours

im afraid my response wont be near as good or as long as yours but um…

i love you a lot and im so glad i could help you kanaya

even just a little

im glad that i have you and if you ever feel like you need to break it off with me as long as we stay friends i think…i think i would be okay

eventually

cif you ever just want to sit and cuddle um…i never do anything of worth so just let me know

I Am At Peace

As I Said Before

Time Seems To Move Slowly For Me

Perhaps This Is The Price Of Conditional Immortality

I Thought It In Poor Taste To Reveal My Reluctance To Ask For Your Assistance In Any Matter At A Time In Which I Was Dwelling On Those Things Which You Could Not Console

However

It Seems As If You Are Even More Put Off By My Explanation Now That I Am Not Upset

What Are Your Thoughts

?

i guess your tone just has me a little worried but…it looks like im worrying for nothing

as for what im thinking

its just the last few times ive seen you upset ive offered to help but i never got a response in return and i just…felt ignored and unwanted i guess?

but theres a reason for that and now instead of feeling unwanted i just feel…inadequate

which you said i shouldnt feel but i cant help it

im sorry

The Things That Need Airing Out Are Not Things That You Can Handle

This Is Not An Underestimation Of Your Abilities As A Moirail

It Is Simple Fact

I Come To You When I Can Use The Assistance

But Only When You Can Handle The Things Which Need To Be Handled

Better For One Troll To Burn Alone In Her Own Gown Than To Fling Herself Upon A Friend And Burn Them Both

im sorry that i cant help you then…

but

…are you sure youre okay?

youre talking…strangely